Dealing with
Unfaithfulness
Dear Child of God:
I get emails and phone calls all the time from those suffering in marital
hardships who are looking for hope in their seemingly bleak situation. The question below is one that I received by email and I'd like to share
it with all of you as a
Remnant Woman writes the following...
Question:
How do you stand for a marriage when your husband just uses you and cares
nothing about you? Especially when you show them unconditional love and they
know you are standing so they use that to their advantage. What kind of self
respect can you have for yourself to allow yourself to be used like that?
Especially when your husband is sleeping with other people and telling them lies
about you? Wouldn't God want you to be free to move on and live a new life? My
husband isn't sorry for what he has done.
My Reply:
My heart
breaks for you. I know it is very difficult to live, day-to-day, with a broken
heart that bleeds, because of betrayal from your spouse.
I will offer you
this one Biblical
escape from your torment, but I must also add that this is
not
necessarily God's best. In Matthew 19 Jesus tells the Pharisees that divorce is
permitted in the case of adultery; but, He also adds that divorce is permitted
because of the "hardness of our hearts." Even if you divorce your spouse, you
must still forgive him (or her)... I mean
truly forgive. Remember, God sees the
heart. While others may not be able to see the bitterness that can be tucked away in a person's soul for many years (even a lifetime) - God sees it all.
As one who has overcome marital adversity, it is my
conclusion that if I must forgive
my husband, I'd rather fight for his salvation (aiming to win the whole prize: our marriage, his salvation, and my clean heart) than to face the arduous task
of trying to
truly forgive after a bitter divorce.
God will use us as vessels of Himself as we stand in the gap for those who are
lost and living in darkness. Your spouse is obviously lost and living in
darkness. While it is very painful to love someone who is unlovable, we are also
told that learning to love our enemies is what makes us more like Christ
(Matthew 5:44, Luke 6:27, Luke 6:35).
1 Corinthians 13:8 says that "
Love Never Fails." While praying for your spouse, be sure to mix your faith with your Christ-like actions. It is important to speak the truth about God's Word and and the truth about sin... but not in a nagging way. Sweeping things under the rug is not going to make it go away.
In addition, you'll need to live as an example of Christ before your mate's eyes. Most importantly, you must forgive. God will soften the heart of your spouse
as you create fertile ground for your miracle through your obedience to the Holy Spirit. It is not a quick fix. You will
need to ask yourself many times over if you can withstand the challenge of this
spiritual warfare, knowing that the devil will not back down easily.
As
you ask the Holy Spirit for His daily guidance and protection, while placing
yourself in the strong hand of God, He will take care of you; guiding you step
by step through the process of this dark valley. God is all-knowing and
all-powerful. He knows exactly what it will take for your husband /wife to surrender
and repent of their sins. God will use you as a vessel of light as you completely
surrender to His pathway to wholeness for your family. Most importantly, you'll
need to trust that your faith in God's Word will bring forth the promise of a
restored marriage with a born-again spouse.
Many people come to the conclusion
that someone will never change and so they give up the fight. I like to say, how
long would you believe for the salvation of your child? How long would you
commit to being the parent of your child if they were in rebellion and sinning
against you? Is your husband any more disposable than your child?
God
does not want any to perish. He wants everyone to become a
born-again Child of God. God does not want any marriage to end in divorce. He wants all
families to remain whole. Knowing this, you can pray with confidence, knowing
that God is on your side. The waiting and the suffering is not fun, but it is
what every Christian goes through at some point or another - in some area of
their faith.
Romans 5:1-5
Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:
By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;
And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
When we suffer for
righteousness sake, God works out things in our own lives that, perhaps, we didn't
even know needed attention. He molds us and shapes us to be more like Himself as
we surrender our will, to His. Though our surrender may be extremely painful for
a season, we don't do it as one who has no hope. Instead, we do it knowing that
God is faithful and He will not make us ashamed in the end.
We cannot
change our spouse, but God can... and He wants to! I want to encourage you to
pray the Women's
Marriage Prayer, daily. (
Marriage Prayer for Men) Also, I currently have my audio message of
Faith, Forgiveness, Future posted at the bottom of this blog that you can freely
listen to for encouragement - right from your computer. My teaching series of
Root Digger, Not a Rug Sweeper (available on my web-site) is another valuable tool of
encouragement that will help you during this season of pain. Finally, I have a
new book titled,
Healing a Broken Marriage: Love Never Fails . I highly recommend these resources, as they may prove vital to the
outcome of your journey.
Again, you are ultimately the only one who can
decide how to handle your situation. Divorce is permitted... but, it is not
necessarily the best way. Ask the Lord to show you what to do - day by day - and
He will. He loves you AND He loves your husband. He wants each of you born-again
and set free from the bondage of sin.
Romans 5
"Therefore being justified by faith, we have
peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by
faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
And not only so, but we glory in
tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience,
experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed;
because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is
given unto us."
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Then, another Remnant Woman writes...
As a "seasoned Christian," I actually pray for God's refining fires
however, when they come in by way of infidelity I find that I fail the test
every time. When I found out about the last incident, that happened between my
husband and my brother's wife, I thought I would lose my mind. I shut down in
every area of life and depression took over. I felt like a lousy Christian
because I was consumed by grief. I felt like the Lord would never be able to use
me again. I had always been committed to my family in spite of the infidelities,
however, this one had crossed the family lines. What made matters worse was she
had just lost her mother to cancer the same month I found out and had gained all
the other family members sympathy in spite of her indiscretion. I was told to
just "drop it and forgive and forget." There would be no accountability, how was
I to handle that? I was at the end of my rope, I just couldn't take anymore of
anything. The pain inside was unbearable, so much so that I began cutting on
myself just to relieve it! What kind of Christian cuts herself to relieve pain
when she should be turning to Jesus for comfort and healing? The joy of the Lord
is supposed to be my strength! I began to doubt my own salvation. Then the tears
of remorse began to wash over me as I remembered the day I was saved and
baptized with the fire of the Holy Spirit. There was no denying that to be true.
Then the guilt of conviction kicked in, that I had abused my own vessel, God's
temple, making me feel worse. Oh, would this merry-go-round of emotion, grief,
and conviction ever stop? What was I missing in the lesson that I had to endure
the pain of infidelity a fifth time? What are you trying to teach me Lord? I
prayed, "Lord, please send me a teacher who will make it all make sense.
Surround me with your "spirit-filled" people that will gently walk me through
this trial so that I can be victorious this time." This is where your book found
it's way into my hands and I rejoiced and cried as I read it. I said to myself,
"This woman has the answers I seek Lord! She has Your wisdom Lord. Your Word is
in her mouth and you have taken her on a similar journey and she has come out
victorious!" Truly, Deborah, had it not been for
your book, I would still be
spinning on the merry-go-round in darkness trying to find the off switch. Thank
you for shining your light through my darkness so I could "find" and "hit" the
off switch! You gave me clarity where I could only see darkness. Glory be to God
and may He bless your ministry ten thousand fold!
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Final Words from Deborah:
To God be the Glory for every marriage restored, every broken heart mended,
and every tormented mind that receives the peace of God.
This blog entry is a re-post from 2009 with some editing. This topic seems to be the most popular title to date. I am believing for your marriage restoration. Remember, God has a remedy for those trapped in an unequally yoked marriage... glorious salvation for all.
In Christ,
Deborah Ross
Deborah Ross Ministries, Inc.
Strengthening Families; Encouraging Faith; Preaching the Gospel
